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sigh...

2007-02-09T01:20:00.000-08:00

man this sucks stuck at home for one whole week due to shingles. sigh today i helped my father do the housework ( spring cleaning ) i cleaned and cleaned all rooms cupboards, doors, main door. now i tired like siao...hmm maybe i should make a siggy. a siggy that says " cloudedmage, cleaning the house....one cupboard at a time " ... okay maybe not. So for the whole week i've been on rakion mostly. man my piano exams are on this sunday and i havnt been practicing much. failure is not an option. I really miss last year... school wasnt that bad... i used to laugh, make people laugh sing along ( singing with others is better than singing alone ) laugh somemore sing somemore talk cock. but now... i really wish i could turn back time. i've made people hate me... i really dont want them to hate me anymore... anywae i'm still desporately looking for singing classes. sigh... one day i'm gonna prove to you that i'm not just another worthless desporate son of a bitch looking for someone to love. trust me on that.... this morning got woken up by a bloody sound of a evo 9 downstairs...wtf lah that car got twin turbo engine so noise but woo his specs and rims are so cool. ( evo 9 is my dream car ) my sister got her O level results back today 7 distinctions nia ( dun pray pray ) so many birthdays are here and i owe so many people birthday presents. i dun really know if i'll get them back ... ( thanks li ling for returning my presents ! made me so happy ) thinking about enrolling in mobiusgames.net games testing crew. i think i meet the requirements and i suppose there is pay... it will be rather cool doing that job though..but it will be busy.... very busy... sigh... i just wanna forget everything start anew , be more independent and everything...

2007-01-27T07:38:00.000-08:00

woke up this morning. its a brand new day, the sun is shining, the birds are chirping... not. i woke up, turned around, dropped down from my bed ( ouch ) stood up, ow my legs hurt. tore my ligament last week during p.e. i walked to the computer room, i spent an hour installing norton antivirus 2007. man how i wished i had a personal laptop with windows vista running on it. nothing much happened today. my sister went out with her frens, i slept the entire after noon away, at night i played gunz. hmm gunz... for some wierd reason i find the players in ijji gunz are not as good as those in international gunz. i played a 70 match tdm for 30 matches. within that 30 matches i had 59 kills and 4 deaths ( pic to be uploaded tomorrow ) if there were any gunz players reading my blog please leave some ideas. i was wondering what was the publics openion on killing k stylers in gunz. For me, as a k stylyer myself i think i would prefer to go head on to battle him. but i would like yr openions. email me at ryoma_nick_rune@hotmail.com

yawns...

2007-01-26T05:12:00.000-08:00

Sigh school is really getting boring. Amath is tough and other subjects are making me tired. My pc has a wierd problem and that means i cant play rakion. I miss rakion... yea today i lend ashley my fly to the sky cd ! woo volume 6 transitions. i love their voices they sound do good and the songs are so nice. ashley said they sounded nice and she said Fany very shuai ( a guy from the duo ) life is getting really boring. my days pass me by like a repetition of the last day i experienced. i just do stuff like its been written out for me to do. sigh... life is boring....

hmm...

2007-01-25T04:49:00.000-08:00

wahaha my second time i posted ( boy am i dedicated ) okay hmm where should i start... oh ya. last week i got a nasty sprain from high jump during p.e. at first i tot it was a sprain but later at night when i got to the doctor's it turned out that the injury caused my lingament to tear. ( hmm what is that anywae ) so it turns out i had 1 day mc and i had to skip p.e for one month. saddening. so nothing much really happened today other then the usual annoying ness of kenny and the fact that i didnt score 20+ for my compo really brought tears to muah eyes. ;_; really hope i do better next time...oh well i guess tomorrow is another day.

i wonder..

2007-01-24T05:49:00.001-08:00

okie so i have not been posting for a very very very long time. thx for tagging me diyannah. so hmm where shall i start. ok i shall catch up by mentioning my trip to japan ( teeheee so cool ) so the first day hmm. it was rather dumb coz chan brothers calls the first day as the trip to japan. as in the flight so the first day was dumb. i'll just summarize what i liked. hmm if i am not wrong there was a place i been to known as shinsaibashi. it was a VERY COOL shopping district. it was like a LOOOOOONG straight line all shops on left and right. so maybe in singapore those shops would be selling useless, boring, outdated stuff but over there it was SOO amazing. they had these amazing clothes store. ( dam my parents. let my sister see never let me see. ) then my sister bought these sketchers shoes. they had very high heels and they were sport shoes. hmm that was pretty much a nice shopping area. full of clothing. okay so another place i enjoyed was definately toypark. it was like a 4 story high toy store. the toys there were bloody cool. i bought a hard gay bakuten toy. you stuff swords into it and if u hit the " unlucky hole" he would pop and and say FUUU! yeah say fuuu WOOO!!!!! okay. disney land was amazing but i shant reveal anything about it. teeheee ( woo ) but lemme tell you something. that two days i was in tokyo visiting the different spots. there was one thing that remained constant. guessed it? yes it was the fashion. they had casual back to school looks, goth dresses, clothings. one guy had eyeliner and wore a goth shirt that wrote on the back " hell was full so i came back " not that i cared but it caught my eye though. hmm ya the girls there also wore victorian dresses, suprisingly eye capturing at this modern time. When it was time to leave japan, i was definately sad but i guess i couldnt live there forever. so by 12 a.m singapore time. i was in singapore, dissapointed by the rainy weather, the taxi man, and of course... the fashion. ok so i guess i'll continue tomorrow. wahahaa nick signing off. " beep. initiating shut down in 4,3,2,1...click. "

yeah

2006-11-08T06:08:00.000-08:00

wow. todays qualifying stages were very competetive for the lego robo soccer. our team fought hwa chong, swiss cottage, woodlands ring, and chang cheng secondary and we emerged to the quarter finals. it was a very tough battle. we kept praying and praying. okay so here is the lowdown. tomorow both of our school teams will face 2 school's and the highest points from each block will proceed to the semi finals. As we have already battled the good teams in our block, we will not require to face them anymore in the quarter finals. this year the winner gets to go to germany to participate in the international competition. ( eyes on the prize baby, eyes on the prize...) i really hope we can win this competition.

happy?

2006-11-06T05:06:00.000-08:00

today i received the streaming results. at first i was rather afraid that i would get into a very lousy class. it was like a vacuum of fear and anxiety. Ever since i got my results, i have been in rather low spirits. I dont know if u guys think this way but sometimes u feel like you are another totally new person and you do things that you dont normally do. let me give u an example. at the beggining of this year, i usually was afraid or shy to this or that and i wouldnt usually go anywhere alone or go around alone. but after around september. i began liking being alone and not so much with people. in fact i even am looking for singing classes. i wanna get my notes right...well thats all ,,,

sorry lah

2006-11-04T22:45:00.000-08:00

hey those who ask me to link you sorry ah i bit slow.. but at least i got you linked! whoa these few days very tiring. everyday have to go to school ( except sundays ) due to some robot kicking ball competition. last night i found the song that i have been dying to find. its called live twice and its by my favourite singer darius dinesh. oh yeah i also bought kim jeong hoon's album ( i like his hair ) he sounds like... like... like... a male... yes i am serious he does sound like a male. back to playing rakion ever since i stopped playing any games. its quite nice though. action packed, weapon swinging, axe flying, bullshit killing hell of a game. ( yes there is bullshit ) ooh i just love my new phone ( sony erricsson w700i ) it rocks man. just love it so much!

sigh...

2006-11-03T18:36:00.000-08:00

walao these whole week i everyday got school. very crap lah. the robotics soccer competition. then during this period of time i never use the com much so i didnt post. sorry javier for missing out yr birthday. Man, ever since i got my hp i kept using the laptop to bluetooth games and songs over to my phone. and ever since school ended. I HAVE BEEN MAD ABOUT CARS... must be influence from randy ong ( car god ) dirrect translation to english. walao i wonder how long my voice will be broken. although its only a small difference, the range that i can sing is so small. ;_; i miss all my songs which i used to sing.

my sincerest apologies...

2006-10-27T06:33:00.000-07:00

its been almost a week since i last posted. alot of things happened in this week therefore i did not have any time. The report book results were just out. although i improved, i wasnt satisfied with them. i was ranked 114 in the level which meant i would most probably go to the third class. but i was worried that my grades would not qualify for a math as only the top 100 students with a good math grade would get the opportunity to study A maths. Its very unfortunate for our school because other schools can easily enroll for A maths. To top off this crappy experience, the robotics were participating in this robo cup competition ( soccer robots ) today, during the usual meeting, i worked my ass out to file and saw so many steel pieces into circles. the problem was we did not have the permission to use the D n T room so i had to use my leg as a clamp and saw it at the same time. And it was supposed to be very easy if everyone did a little of the large task but in the end, only 6 people did the majority. ( i thank you wei ren, chim peng, yefa, randy,teo yee and myself ^^ )

yawns...

2006-10-20T02:01:00.000-07:00

man today was a long day. At school, we were asked to proceed to the hall for a movie screening that lasted 2.30 hours. It was a wonderful movie about a hopeless basketball team who did not know the power of teamwork. it was then a coach ( forgot his name ) a all american star from richmond high ( also the teams school ) came into being their teacher. At first, it was chaotic as people did not respect him. however, this teacher took absolutely NO shit and immediately gave them suicides and push ups. ( i wont be able to do that without dying ) boy in the end, they had great teamwork although they lost the game by 2 points. it shows that failures are people who give up trying rather than people who try and try although they keep losing. That show was really a wake up call to me. If u try and try and never give up, you will always be a winner...

sigh...

2006-10-19T05:26:00.000-07:00

man today was just like another boring day. we started off in school with a sexuality education talk and after that we just went to class and watch movies in which the teacher's brought along to show us. You know the feeling when u dont feel like doing anything and just sit by the corner and well, rot? watching others have fun isnt as much fun as having some fun yrself u know. Its like watching my life go by, waiting for something to happen. i know i should make something happen but sometimes its not that easy. Its easy to just imagine and to tell yourself to do it but when it comes right down to it, there is a certain something that makes u hold back, making u hesitate, making u think again... you know, that certain feeling, u can say its yr instinct but i think its more of a secondary instinct. Its like a train, you cannot control where you want it to go except where its wheels take it. It sucks to watch yr life go by sometimes, and its sad to know that one day everyone will perish and the earth will no longer exist to. i guess its just fate huh.
And here i am again, on the computer, typing this post. hoping that time could erase itself and i would be able to go back, back to when it all started....

hooray

2006-10-18T06:33:00.000-07:00

lala today was rather boring. we had a holiday due to the school's promotion day... ( the rest of my life may very well depend on what the teachers think about me) hey there is a jukebox on the bottom right hand side of my blog ( just below the tagboard ) for music. And as i was going through the internet i found yet another meaningful love poem here it goes.

A special world for you and meA special bond one cannot seeIt wraps us up in its cocoonAnd holds us fiercely in its womb.Its fingers spread like fine spun goldGently nestling us to the foldLike silken thread it holds us fastBonds like this are meant to last.And though at times a thread may breakA new one forms in its wakeTo bind us closer and keep us strongIn a special world, where we belong.

finally,,

2006-10-17T05:55:00.000-07:00

after so long i finally continued posting... yeah thank you celina for posting FIRST lols...

i found this very meaningful poem here it goes...

Creatively
You worked your art
You spun a web
Around my heart
How beautifully
Your deeds have spread
Each intricately
Woven thread
With strands of care
You dried my tears
Your gentleness
Dispelled my fears
Your wisdom
Helped me understand
And patiently
You held my hand
To give me courage
To brave the storm
With kindness
You have kept me warm
your passion
Lit a glowing fire
That filled my soul
With sweet desire
You're all
That I was dreaming of
For the web you spun
Was made of love

song trouble?

2006-07-06T01:15:00.000-07:00

if i am not wrnog u must have the real player to have this blog to play songs automatically...waahahahaha

whhee haa

2006-07-06T00:53:00.000-07:00

wa biang...weekday my parents dun allow me to use computer anymore...using the school computer to type my posts and edit my blog...soo..hm..PLS link this site and add tag! dun be like alisha...just type tag..haha

WOOHOO!

2006-07-02T01:03:00.000-07:00

My blog is back up and this is great! the background song is breaking free by zac efron and vannessa anne hudgens!feel free to spend time in my blog link it and leave a tag!

yeah

2006-05-03T05:35:00.000-07:00

thanks to my friend i am officially able to put mp3 songs to MAh blog yeah this rocks...hope u ALL like it man

today mother tongue exam...

2006-05-03T05:10:00.000-07:00

Oh my god today chinese exam was HELL pulling hair and crazy questions combined with alien words and funny thingys not forgeting stares and looks and hair all pulled up.stayed till 12.30 to study but NO USE sia...this sucks man...

exams are here...mother f***ing exams...

2006-05-02T04:56:00.000-07:00

argh life feels like dam CRAP now....hehe just kidding...i kinda like the exams and today was the science and english paper 2...the science paper was okay but the english was a living hell man.. one of my friends had a nickname on msn and it was VERy funny here...if the world didnt suck we'd all fall into space...funny? hope you think so...hmmm that about covers wad happened today not forgeting i will be studying chinese ( so not my "jeans" ) soon...horror terror and anything that means that...so...tata...

Welcome to my blog!!!!

2006-05-01T04:16:00.000-07:00

hello welcome to my blog please feel free to post