Friday, October 27, 2006
its been almost a week since i last posted. alot of things happened in this week therefore i did not have any time. The report book results were just out. although i improved, i wasnt satisfied with them. i was ranked 114 in the level which meant i would most probably go to the third class. but i was worried that my grades would not qualify for a math as only the top 100 students with a good math grade would get the opportunity to study A maths. Its very unfortunate for our school because other schools can easily enroll for A maths. To top off this crappy experience, the robotics were participating in this robo cup competition ( soccer robots ) today, during the usual meeting, i worked my ass out to file and saw so many steel pieces into circles. the problem was we did not have the permission to use the D n T room so i had to use my leg as a clamp and saw it at the same time. And it was supposed to be very easy if everyone did a little of the large task but in the end, only 6 people did the majority. ( i thank you wei ren, chim peng, yefa, randy,teo yee and myself ^^ )
Friday, October 20, 2006
man today was a long day. At school, we were asked to proceed to the hall for a movie screening that lasted 2.30 hours. It was a wonderful movie about a hopeless basketball team who did not know the power of teamwork. it was then a coach ( forgot his name ) a all american star from richmond high ( also the teams school ) came into being their teacher. At first, it was chaotic as people did not respect him. however, this teacher took absolutely NO shit and immediately gave them suicides and push ups. ( i wont be able to do that without dying ) boy in the end, they had great teamwork although they lost the game by 2 points. it shows that failures are people who give up trying rather than people who try and try although they keep losing. That show was really a wake up call to me. If u try and try and never give up, you will always be a winner...
Thursday, October 19, 2006
man today was just like another boring day. we started off in school with a sexuality education talk and after that we just went to class and watch movies in which the teacher's brought along to show us. You know the feeling when u dont feel like doing anything and just sit by the corner and well, rot? watching others have fun isnt as much fun as having some fun yrself u know. Its like watching my life go by, waiting for something to happen. i know i should make something happen but sometimes its not that easy. Its easy to just imagine and to tell yourself to do it but when it comes right down to it, there is a certain something that makes u hold back, making u hesitate, making u think again... you know, that certain feeling, u can say its yr instinct but i think its more of a secondary instinct. Its like a train, you cannot control where you want it to go except where its wheels take it. It sucks to watch yr life go by sometimes, and its sad to know that one day everyone will perish and the earth will no longer exist to. i guess its just fate huh.
And here i am again, on the computer, typing this post. hoping that time could erase itself and i would be able to go back, back to when it all started....
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
lala today was rather boring. we had a holiday due to the school's promotion day... ( the rest of my life may very well depend on what the teachers think about me) hey there is a jukebox on the bottom right hand side of my blog ( just below the tagboard ) for music. And as i was going through the internet i found yet another meaningful love poem here it goes.
A special world for you and meA special bond one cannot seeIt wraps us up in its cocoonAnd holds us fiercely in its womb.Its fingers spread like fine spun goldGently nestling us to the foldLike silken thread it holds us fastBonds like this are meant to last.And though at times a thread may breakA new one forms in its wakeTo bind us closer and keep us strongIn a special world, where we belong.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
after so long i finally continued posting... yeah thank you celina for posting FIRST lols...
i found this very meaningful poem here it goes...
Creatively
You worked your art
You spun a web
Around my heart
How beautifully
Your deeds have spread
Each intricately
Woven thread
With strands of care
You dried my tears
Your gentleness
Dispelled my fears
Your wisdom
Helped me understand
And patiently
You held my hand
To give me courage
To brave the storm
With kindness
You have kept me warm
your passion
Lit a glowing fire
That filled my soul
With sweet desire
You're all
That I was dreaming of
For the web you spun
Was made of love