man this sucks stuck at home for one whole week due to shingles. sigh today i helped my father do the housework ( spring cleaning ) i cleaned and cleaned all rooms cupboards, doors, main door. now i tired like siao...hmm maybe i should make a siggy. a siggy that says " cloudedmage, cleaning the house....one cupboard at a time " ... okay maybe not. So for the whole week i've been on rakion mostly. man my piano exams are on this sunday and i havnt been practicing much. failure is not an option. I really miss last year... school wasnt that bad... i used to laugh, make people laugh sing along ( singing with others is better than singing alone ) laugh somemore sing somemore talk cock. but now... i really wish i could turn back time. i've made people hate me... i really dont want them to hate me anymore... anywae i'm still desporately looking for singing classes. sigh... one day i'm gonna prove to you that i'm not just another worthless desporate son of a bitch looking for someone to love. trust me on that.... this morning got woken up by a bloody sound of a evo 9 downstairs...wtf lah that car got twin turbo engine so noise but woo his specs and rims are so cool. ( evo 9 is my dream car ) my sister got her O level results back today 7 distinctions nia ( dun pray pray ) so many birthdays are here and i owe so many people birthday presents. i dun really know if i'll get them back ... ( thanks li ling for returning my presents ! made me so happy ) thinking about enrolling in mobiusgames.net games testing crew. i think i meet the requirements and i suppose there is pay... it will be rather cool doing that job though..but it will be busy.... very busy... sigh... i just wanna forget everything start anew , be more independent and everything...