man today was just like another boring day. we started off in school with a sexuality education talk and after that we just went to class and watch movies in which the teacher's brought along to show us. You know the feeling when u dont feel like doing anything and just sit by the corner and well, rot? watching others have fun isnt as much fun as having some fun yrself u know. Its like watching my life go by, waiting for something to happen. i know i should make something happen but sometimes its not that easy. Its easy to just imagine and to tell yourself to do it but when it comes right down to it, there is a certain something that makes u hold back, making u hesitate, making u think again... you know, that certain feeling, u can say its yr instinct but i think its more of a secondary instinct. Its like a train, you cannot control where you want it to go except where its wheels take it. It sucks to watch yr life go by sometimes, and its sad to know that one day everyone will perish and the earth will no longer exist to. i guess its just fate huh.
And here i am again, on the computer, typing this post. hoping that time could erase itself and i would be able to go back, back to when it all started....