today i received the streaming results. at first i was rather afraid that i would get into a very lousy class. it was like a vacuum of fear and anxiety. Ever since i got my results, i have been in rather low spirits. I dont know if u guys think this way but sometimes u feel like you are another totally new person and you do things that you dont normally do. let me give u an example. at the beggining of this year, i usually was afraid or shy to this or that and i wouldnt usually go anywhere alone or go around alone. but after around september. i began liking being alone and not so much with people. in fact i even am looking for singing classes. i wanna get my notes right...well thats all ,,,